I'm having a bad week.
Reason #1: I thought I was pregnant, I really thought I was pregnant, and I'm not. I took 2 more tests, the expensive ones, the early response ones. I took one on saturday... the day my period was due. I took one today. Both were negative. I never did get my period though. Probably because I am having a bad week!
Reason #2: Maya has been so, so, so, so whiny and cranky. I don't know what has gotten into her. She is doing this horrible baby talking thing, she is being rude and nasty and just not herself. I'm going out of my mind!! I'm trying to figure out what could be causing this. Maybe it's a phase. Who knows. Argh.
Reason #3: I had a bad experience my first time bidding on something on Ebay. We have been trying to find this certain space toy for Maya, for a long long time. You can't find it anywhere. Well, I found it on Ebay... there was only only 1... well, only one that actually came with all the parts. Maya has been wanting this forever. So I bid on it. I went back and forth for a while with a few people, and then a day or so before it was going to end, I was winning by a long shot. This thing was on there for like $1.99 when I started, and I ended up putting a maximum bid of $30.00 (trust me it was worth it) but it was stuck at down around $10.00 so I figured I was safe, and if someone did try to outbid me I would go up again. I did not want to go above $40 though. I should have put $40.00 in but.. well, anyway. I was watching the page when it was down to the final minutes, I kept refreshing to make sure no one was going to outbid me. By this point I figured it was totally in the bag. So then it was down to less than a minute and suddenly I wasn't winning any more, and I hurried up and tried to outbid that person but it was too late, they won. Sneaky you-know-what did that on purpose and I was literally in tears. They won it at $30.01!! The last bid was at like $10 something, how did they know MY maximum was $30?? I didn't think you knew that kind of thing, unless he just guessed. I dunno. Oy. I just had myself so hyped up and excited, ya know? And the kicker is, I looked at this guy's profile, and he is a collector. So this toy is going to be still in the box on display on some shelf somewhere, going to waste.
Reason #4: I'm super stressed about a situation that I can not talk about on here.
I know there were oodles of other reasons I had in my head when I started this, but now I am tired and I can't think of them. Tomorrow I will try to find more "Inspiration" and I will try to start my day out right and think happy, positive thoughts. Maybe do a little Yoga for Kids with Maya in the morning. Right now, I am just going to go to bed.
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